I ain’t some new faithed pilgrim claiming to have seen the Light.Alls I can only bring you is a cold and a very broken Hallelujah…credit Leonard
I see clearly, if you have been paying attention to the feed….I’m not usually quiet about it, whatever the fawk IT is, Hairy, Scary, shaven or pierced, I seem to have retained the ability to blather.
I’d cavort and skitz about how little I care of your o’pin, but we’re so much closer than that level of discourtesy, aren’t we?
I wanna be a bad ass and claim to do what I do because it’s what the fawk I do! But I like the applause more than the jeers, unless you’re ‘Getting” that visual imagery I just painted for you……in that case, Jeers are like diamonds 🙂
I want, I want and then I get serious about “wanting”
I want to be Daddy to my sons, until they are ready to have just a Dad, maybe a stint as “Father” if they want, I’d be up for that.
I want to be where I am, doing what I’m doing because it’s an idea that I had that made sense to me long after the experts claimed I’d be at best a vegetable or as predicted….fertilizer or worms‘ meat as the bard of Avon wrote.
I’ve been vocal about everything, awhile back it seemed to be a game of how hard Life could pound my backside, each occurrence more horrific and frankly, comical than the last. I even are weary of typing; You ain’t gonna believe this shit!!”
What I see in the comfy chair of hindsight; If the events did NOT unfold EXACTLY as they did, It would simply not be possible to be where I am. Seems almost buddhist huh?? Wherever you go, there YOU are, and the similar Boomerang law. What you put out, comes back to you. Malcom X was right, your chickens do come home to roost!!
Wicked smart white boy(moi) shared a concept that so I wish for you I afford for me, or what I want you to eat will be served me. Changes the urgency of Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, don’t it!
I don’t proclaim miracles, well I did this one time but they were the most awesome I’d seen and truly, it was a miracle for me to be there.
If you can say it in less than 500 or so words, God Bless You. I apparently went back for seconds and thirds for some of the “lines” in the guff…..I didn’t want the greens, I wanted some blues and reds and black for the “thinning” affect 🙂
It’s just what how I make sense of it all and as long as I’m not pushing laced koolaid your way, even if we ain’t potential couch sitting Football watching besties, I can keep going….eh?
I wanna keep going on Walnut and while I’m not diminished beyond handling the work at Walnut, I’ve always been a procrastinating Perfectionist, If I can’t do it exactly like I want, Fawk it I’ll get to it when I can. There’s worse attributes. And maybe there’s better ones too!